sometimes i feel tired

if you have ever experienced this ,i believe you will have the same feeling like what i have.

recently,i can't tell what really is my favorite love thing.i regret what i have done on my study,because of a failure in the exam of putonghua, have i lose myself to it ,i won't want to recognize it ,but it did. not only this reason, in addition, last time i failed the band 6,this time i still can't firmly bebieve whether i can pass it or not,but i care ,eventhough i always said that 's be okay,but i lied to me and my friends as well,just because i care, hence i confused my endeavors,and what i should be done to attach my goal,and sometimes i insist set goal and with hope to do what i should do.but return ,the fact didn't pleased me ,opposite ,annoyed my feelings ,i hate this ,i hate the examinations ,really i do.

sometimes i feel that my boyfriend cant understand me very well ,i feel a little sad, just for i care so.i can't stand the feeling that sometimes he didn't know why i am upset.and i hope my boyfriend will be the best one in my life ,share my happiness,and undertake my sadness,but sometimes he didn't ,he even didn't know when i am upset ,when i am not. he always stand my bad temper ,then i know that he was tender to other girls .i feel that it unfair ,just he said because they said in tender voice ,but i didn't .and ...

in one word,he is always nice to me,and i feel good, maybe everyone can't be the perfect one ,just adapt it.maybe it's just my fault ,i should be tolerance to the bad mood.and continue what i should do ,and what i must accomplish.