at the end of semester and the 2010 year

This semester is going to be end,I’d say that this term is relatively easy as at the end of exam week we only have 2 exams. Time flies fast ,I have realized that in just one and half year I am going to be graduate  and just really have to face the real society.I was kind of excited nervous and simultaneouly not
fully prepared.I am always suspicious of what I have really learned in college or is that I never learned anything meaningful or practical?I really don't know what I have achieved these 3 years ?Am I knowledgeable enough to do anything in this relentless competitive society?No idea..........................I have never obtain as many stacks of certificates as I planned at the beginning of my freshmen year.Althoug I never failed a single exams these 3 years.But it always make me feel frustrated or discouraged. It seems like I accomplish nothing at all.My mother always say that I am a pessimistic boy and under a enormous pressure but I have to deny it.I just want to achieve something but as a matter of fact I find the college life is far boring than I have fabulously imagine how splendid it will be ....................(to be continued)